It’s another week, another day
I still not got that thing
Th
at thing
I covet the most
That thing that I have been after all my life
The tranquility of mind
The warmth and comfort
Of the knowledge
That someone is there
I feel as if am out of control
Putting myself in this position
Taking the ultimate risk
Making myself vulnerable
Standing to gain a lot
Risking to lose everything
Mislaying my intellect
The course obdurately taken
The assertion hardly ever conveyed
Of the losses bound to be made
Of the loyalties irreparably broken
The trusts severed,
Can I ever placate myself from this?
Then it dawns on me,
I ought to do it over
Revert from the start
Try and Mollify the exasperated
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