Sometimes I feel like I should say what I feel,
but what I feel is not always the right thing
I do not want to cause any undue tension in my life.
Is there anything as the right thing when you are doing the wrong all the time?
I might decide to sing my woes but then again I would have to welcome everybody into the seat
And the last thing I want is them to know my real heart
So I cheat and cheat and cheat
Running away from the truth
But no matter how hard I ran,
I find myself being drawn to the truth every once in a while
I cannot afford having that!
I do not want to accept that the pain is still there
So I cover it with a lie
And now am a slave of my own world
A pit so deep I live
It will take an eternity to reach me
Yeah its easier living in the pit than digging for eternity
To get out
Where do I start? How do I live
Maybe I could start with telling the truth
No that is too difficult
Where do I ran?
Whom do I ran to?
Fate has already decided, am better in the pit than out!